words..

p.s. 想你 - means thinking of you<3


alot has been going out lately..and well...when im sad or anythg..i just come to this blog..and it seems like all my troubles fade away...i sit in front of the laptop...at 2am or 3am in the morning..reading this blog..and everything said in it..again n again. and even though..i hv read everythg..i can still cry everytime i look at the words said by him. and its not anger..or sadness..its the hapiness which makes me tear up..what we both were..and had..as bro n sis.

haha. everytime i miss him. i would just come to this blog. and read the first few blogs. he's so cute. taking our to write a blog..and might have been so mafan..but he could still do it for me. perasan i noe==.ahaha. but yea..this blog..wow..its more den one years old dy:)..im so proud of it actually:)..and i dont really noe if he reads this blog anymore..but he doesnt update. haha. its ok..i understand he got other stuff to do:)

2010 really finish so fast man. haiz. so much has happened this year. fights..break ups..making new frens..etc etc. but one thing i cant help but remember was the times i had with him. it wasnt as much as last year..but..well..i got to spend countless times with him. he drew a mangkuk on mmy poems book. haha. still kept it. scared if i threw it away..i might never get something like that anymore from him. haha. why so negatif right? well...tengah pms-in nw. hate period so much==..ahaahah. xD

ow...my poems book...lols..i cant find it. but the real thing is...did i make an effort to find it? or do i just wish to forget all those sad times i had crying, laughin, being angry, writing those words down. well i dont wana be emo. so i duwana luk at it. so is my diary. its a year old dy. haha. my 1st page i wrote about was him. my bro:). epic. but haha...cant bear to touch my diary..too many hurtful thoughts in it...i rather hide it behind all my books and discover it maybe 10 years later.

i feel lost lately. haha. sad seeing him continue s****ing. i know he's sad. but i really dislike when he does it. i know i cant stop him. and have no rights to..but..i just dont want him to continue hurting himself. sometimes i just wish i could go there grab the box and lighter..and just throw it away. if he wans money back..sure..i would. i remember song shin told me once..they were goin to timesquare..and he said dat he took the box and said..: for carissa. and he threw it away. at least that's what i heard. hope its true doh. happy dat he's willing to for me. and yea...it might be thinking too much..but most of my relatives die of lung cancer cz they s****.

and honestly..i might only know him for 3 years? but well...i really wan him to stop this habit. cause..i had a dream once..both of us were like old. with our friends. and we met up. laughin about the old times. and updating each other about our children and grandchildren. i woke up crying because well..i really wana live till im old..with him around still making me laugh:D i wana grow old with him..my kkb..by my side...cause..im afraid if he keeps on his habit..im scared to think of the future. stupid right cyys?==...but well..im an asshole. haiz. choi choi choi!!!><>

now..im caught up hurting alot of people i care about. and i dont know what to do. i just hope they understand that i never meant to. but my best friend told me once..that i cant possibly make all my friends happy without hurting some. but i wish i didnt have to. life is better than the worst times..but im really missing alot of stuff.

next year's gonna be form 4. and everythings gonna change again. haha. i hope as long as i keep in contact with all..things wont end up like my sis being damn distant with her close friends. well..i believe in my friends..and well...i cn feel that we might be apart..but still be great frens. esp kkb...ahhaha...jz kacau him...make me laugh dy..his reaction. ahhaha. hope i get that reaction till in the future..praying so. even doh im free thinker...i cn stil pray:P

so yea..i guess..this is it. i got alot to say but..next time perhaps. maybe he wont see this..but..deep in my thoughts..i hope he would. tc bloggie. tc kkb. love u:)..IMTF<3

cyys^^

a few thoughts....im thinking;)

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
-------------------------------------
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
-----------------------
sometimes in our lives
we all have pain
we all have sorrow
but if we are wise
we'll know that there's always tomorrow

lean on me
when your not strong
and i'll be your fren
i'll help you carry on
for it wont be long
till im gonna need somebody to lean on


CYYS LOVES KKB! best bro ever! :P smiles always..
7 words from the bottom of my heart..
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS:)

I STILL:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yLG-lW_r_g (the link if u wana hear the song)

"I Still..."

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go(without you)

Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you


love this song...enjoy!!
`cyys~

=)

-K-

p.s

TO : TANG CHUI YIN A.K.A MUSHY MUSHROOM n
CARISSA YEOH YEW SHAN A.K.A MANGKUK HEAD n many many more

7 words from the bottom of my heart ~ forever n always i will love you

im always here for you 2 :) from now on i'll think positively :D



you said this in ur old post..PLS RMBR...THINK POSITIVELY^^

just a thought...

hey, i dunno wether you still read this bloggie or not?

sexy butt;)

but..just a short one this time..which is weird for me..cz normally i crap so much right? ahahha..i know==. but yea..just really need to settle somethings with you koh.

1. HOW are YOU??? i hope ur doin fine. so long no talk talk. and sori if u feel i x layan you. im just giving you space. doesnt mean im distaning frm u..cz rmbr wat i said? u are the closest guy to me..even doh not dat close like last tym..i cn still tel u everythg=)

2. well..HOWS life? i dont see you often. but cn see you everyday happy wif frens..im gud. i noe u hv probs. and i reli reli dun wan u to be sad koh. you noe..i used to say koh like so freely last time..feel so funi nw. hahah..gues din blog much. n din text u much. but..yea..hope u cn update me wif life and all la=)

3. IM SORRY... wow..u heard dat a million tyms frm me liao ryt? i betcha ur sick n tired dy. but i do mean it. i x text u dat often..i noe y la...ever since we fought..but i stay positif n im hapi so hapi..i din noe why i x tink like dat last tym. cz..even doh we distance..i used to emo ryt? wen we r far apart..bt nw..as longg i gt to see u..n u actually talk n laugh n ejek me..gawd..u dunno hw hapi u make me when u layan me.

4. THANK you... and annother word u hear frm me. ahahhah. paiseh==.. but yea. i noe u've done soo much for me. dats y..i always cry wen we fight. and i forgive u no matter wat or always wanna gt back wif u. its cz..those hapi memories we both share i nvr cn forgt.. rmbr last year at padang..u lend me a shoulder to cry on. and u said..ur shoulder is always for me to cry on. and on mimi party..we jz became closer n closer. i was damn hapi. everythg u do for me..know i appreciate u..even if i x show it..but i truly wana thnk u for being my koh..n protecting me=)

5. sum1 once told me..day sayin those 3 words gt no use. and ppl should stop complainnin n do stg abt it. fine i agree. ahahha. but i reli do la. admit stg? im jealous of cy..so pretty smart n nice..ahhaha..bt im glad u all cn be fren..da ppl i care abt..bein together..gawd i reli smile wen i see dat. even if jealous hapi more la:P..ahhaha. but just rmbr u mean alot to me. and ur bday.. it doesnt mean anythg i noe..but letme tell u.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to KONG WOON PING..my CLOSEST BRO...and..those 3 words? lols..well.. CYYS reli reli reli reli wana say.. "I MISS YOU"....:)

wow...i said short one==..nvm..x believe me next tym. ahahha.. so much to tell u. i wish cn talk to u more. and..i noe..u gt probs now..and noe...u n me..no matter wat...mangkuk n king kong bra..bro n sis for a longggggggggg time to come. dont need to emo. i will give u time to tink and heal k koh? let me know when ur ready to talk. im jz a few classes away frm u. ;)..rmbr..i trust u..and love u koh<3...tc..

IMTF^^ smile....(cyys)

i dunno

iyoyo...koh...
im so confused la...people keep backstabbin one another nowadays..its like so weird. all da nice ones..i tote i could trust...deir being so...uughhh. fake.
A...she actually said im a backstabber...i like to talk bad abt ppl..get close to ppl oni 2 talk bad..say cant trust me..and im a b****....? wth? haiz.
n N...? she is my fren...damn close summore...all those tym we spend? were all those ntg. acc to da person who told me dat dey bs me...N..agree wif everythg A say.== n P...my gawd form 1 we were like damn freakin close. cz da other P go tel him dat all of us talk bad abt him...P n N...like don't trust me anymore. da P dat tell ppl those stuf..twist da storyy all da time la..i duno..or maybe P n N take it too seriously? its jz..i dun give a damn abt A? jz disapointed in N n P. n it hurts knowing ppl tink dat way abt me.
it hasnt been eazy since yeeting left..actually it hurts...so damn much. she was like..my everythg..n i didnt appreaciate her properly. haiz. da few days since she left..i was crying everyday..n nw..its been 2 months dy. bt it oni seems like yesterday..dat she was beside me..holdin my hand..tellin me nt to cry. every morning..i come up da stairs...i look up..hoping she's der! waiting for me..i noe i wrote this b4 many times..but i still do it EVERY-SINGLE-DAY.... nw...im closer to other ppl la...bt it aint da same.
same thing with u. pls noe..u reli were da closest guy to me k? da oni guy i text frm morning to night. yea..i got closer to zhen..den dev..nw shyam n kiren..i tink i was tryin to find sum1 as close to me as u. n yea...all of dem r super awesome..bt..dey missing stg...they jz werent u. i jz cant replace ppl la..same like yeeting.
rmbr..i use to annoy u wif bein emo and stuff...maybe i still annoy u..hahha..sori==. but..u noe y i did dat? n i smile wif others? it cuz..i get to be myself wif u...i oni gt to be myself wif carmen n chuiyin..i used to la..nw..like diff dy wif both of dem. so yea...maybe u x understaand..bt..u were truly like a bro..i cn trust..i cn be mad at.. dat tym u told me u gonna pindah? rmbr? i cried like crap da time i found out.
all those memories..jz came bak...sure...we mite nt be as close as last tym..bt we were da closest u noe? so thnk gawd u din move. abt ur bday..i reli reli believe u everytym..im sure u notice==..ahahha..so i aplogize..i owe u..all the time..nt oni cz of dat..bt for everythg u've done for me. so reli let me belanja u oor stg? ahahah.
i have so much to say..bt..i cant describe it. ow ow..since yeeting..left...i mean..i feel i nid to be more independant la u noe? so feel more open la. nt so emo all the time? lols. im fine=)
so thanks for everythg..i mis writing blogs like tis..yay..lols..ttfn kkb..tc;)

Romance Story

memories of smiles and laughter=)

well..since you miss the old times..we shall share it together okay? here are some pics to fill your mind with smiles..like they did to me..=)

me bday! woohoo!!...=)


naresha and me=) shaarmila's deepavali..somebody DIDNT COME!!!==


zhen and keshen..in nike pavi..(kesh de face..lmao)

pigs sleeping together=)...hahahha..esp u=P


look at your face!! aahahaha...shaarmila blur== cny last year man=)


muka babi!! ahahaha..luv tis pic..and da day..all 7 of us lepak=P


jusco..i died with prakkash on that ride..>< it was awesome..cuz da gun can shoot wwater..and i kena shaarmila!! muahaha!!

hot ass!! hahaha...=)


you weren't there..but kesh look funi!! so must show you!! ahaha..=)

i put this...cause i want you to laugh at kal's face!! ahahahah!! XD

freeezzzeee!! CNY and nigel's house last year=)

hahah..joelle's bday..keshen touchin ass..and u luking=P


da lovely couple=)..ahahha..nigel's bday last year...naresha's face><
kinda recent la..ahahah...at mcd...idiot kena coke on me><


posers...i <3 weird="="


you didnt know i took this right? ahahahh!! surprise!=)


anyways..i wan a pic with you one day=)..ahahahah...hope you enjoyed! and smile always kkb..ur da best koh! <3>cyys signing out:)

go listen to this song..=)..(we'll be a dream)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Av96yrPH-nc
( the link if you want)

do you remember the night
we'd stay up just laughin
smiling for hours about anything

remember the nights
we drove around crazy
in love

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on to
and we'll be..a dream

do you remember the nights
we made our way dreaming
hoping of being someone big

we were so young then
we were crazy
in love

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on to
and we'll be a dream

whoa whoa x3

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on..
and we'll be.....

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on..
and we'll be..... a dream..

(me likey)
btw..want any songs!!
we the kings and metro station's de song are awesome=)

tc kkb:) <3

im gonna crap out a title cuz i wana beat the long title you wrote for the other post..i think this is enough..ok..the title is:........

(nigel took the pic..not me..you luk funi..but i like it) ^^

i didnt say like dat la..i was just damn emo kay? i mean..rmbr form 2? when we sat on the bench in j padang der? i lay on ur shoulder..and dat nite u told me abt ur habit. and rmbr wat i told u? as a fren...we always have to be here for you..no matter what. dat is why im always emo. cz u noe stg? i always tink..like..:shit..i tink im losing him! damn he's closer to her/he...wat if he x layan me liao?.. stuff like dat la.yes...im negative..i h8 it too== and da post in my blog..paiseh..noone reads my blog anymore..so yea..==..sori sori. i jz couldnt help myself. n yea..yeeting moving..noone to talk to in class..abt probs..i break down alot in class..and yea..she's not der liao..den fight with u..i mean..its like probs all come at once! n i jz x tahan..im weak la. you noe me! cmon.u noe how i am! you noe stg? abt my bday present..da bear..CY din give oso...u give 1 right? omg..its like 200 +....shit la...thnk so much la...reli. i din gt u anythg oso. cz i noe..u wont take..like take dat paris keychain..oso so hard. so thnk so much kkb. i read ur blogs(old) again n again n cry again n again. rmbr ur fav word? "FORGIVE N FORGET"? lol. i love them. so when u x talk to me. i reli emo shit==..cz i tote u teach me tis..but u x even do it! i reli reli have to update u wei. i feel blessed..to meet u. i noe u always emo..and..i do too? but u reli reli make me hapi..like evryone..so pls..i dun wana fight with you. n i noe i always say sori..and i mean everytym i say it! i do! i duno wat to say now..bt bt...i forgot la..i mean..i wanted to say so much!! bt nw too emotional lupa dy. sori. i reli am cryin right nw. pls pls...jz be my fren..and nvr stop. even if we go thru rough times...we'll understand..n move on.( im askin too much..bt yea..dats all i wan) i gtg nw..mum==...so yea..pls tc koh..and thx..and sori for all the trouble. ur da best koh! (so long nvr call u dat liao) hahah...sweet life><

there are always a reason behind why m i doing this..but i dont think i'll tell u the reason la.....

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okay , i read ur blog n u said ... why we keep fighting n i get close to ur bff juz to make u jealous because i jealous of you n bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla .... lazy wanna remember ... ok , lets get it over k ?

erm , after i read my blog (all the old post) i have made up my mind .. lets get back to the old times we had ? its up to you k ? if u want it .. BUT , u have to work it out .. im not gonna do anything because im ok if we stay the same like this or get back to d old times .. get it ?

i'll talk to you as usual n be ur fren ... happy ? haha .. after today i'll try think positively ... no matter wat i wont be jealous or anything .. u wanna be close to who , its ur choice ... k ?

the main reason why i not talking to you its not bcoz of DEV .. n actually i never jealous of u 2 :D

i wont really tell the main reason here .. stupid reason is that , i not talking to you is bcoz u never talk to me .. haha .. n i feel that u dun need me anymore ....

haha , i do @#$#@#% when i feel stressed .. but it just sumtimes .. i dun do it all the time ..

dun need worry bout me .. im ok n always happy .. all u have to remember is we r still frens ..

n , i'll never blame DEV for taking you away from me , i have to thank him .. he made your day fulll with happiness .. haha ..

i feel very sory to DEV whenever i act infront of ppl saying that i hate him ... maybe i should let him noe that i actually dun mind he getting close to YYS , ... haha ... i dun hate DEV .. haha ...

finally i can think positively :D hehe ,... wooohooo ! ~~

okay , lets take a look at d old post that i wrote ...

MONDAY, AUGUST 10, 2009

Esp 4 CarissaYYs!!! (2)

~~ Tout je veux est tu vers etre heureuse avec votre vie,famillie,copain et tout tu avoir ~~
All i wan is you to be happy with ur lifes,family,friend and all u have

~~ Ne etre jaloux de quelque chose ou quelqu'un si facilement ~~
Don't be jealous of something or someone so easily

~~ Se rappeler cela je suis toujours ici pour tu non matiere que mai se passer vers tu et moi ~~
Remember that i'm always here for you no matter what may happen to you and me

~~ Je testament jamais oublier tout le gentil memoire nous avour tout ceci temps ~~
I will never forget all the sweet memories we had all this time


*Celas tout pour aujourd'hui , merci pour lecture elle :D bien que elle ennuyeux ...
*Thats all for today , thanks for reading it :D although its boring ...bye-bye ^^

SUNDAY, AUGUST 9, 2009

Esp 4 CarissaYYs!!!

Halo!!! im bored and stupid :) me, 1st time write this kind of thing :( d0nt kn0w wat to write also ... Haiz... Since i share this blog with my sweet and caring sister, Carissa Yeoh Yew Shan (KLIA) no offence ar mei :) u ask me to write de ^^ hehe... I would like to talk something bout her ow.... She is ---- nice,lovely,caring,sweet,and loyal :! This wat i like bout her :) Errmm.. wat i d0nt like bout her is emotional,jealous of people(extreme fast de) and like to cry alot!!!!
Colour she like is blue which is same like me xD(i love this most) and she used to be very smart and nice in primary , now she is smarter and nicer .. hihi ... she treat all of her friend just like how she treat her family , but wat she get is scolding and hate by ppl :'(...
Now i would like to talk bout wat i regret of.... (really regret till i go bang wall )
Things i regret of :
1.fought with carissa for some small problems ... i ignored her f0r few days or maybe 1 week , err, cant really remember coz i wan to forget it .. happen twice or maybe more :(
2.receive present from carissa , i regret coz i din take care of the present properly ... I hope
will never get anything from her anymore ... coz i d0nt kn0w how to appreciate it :(
3.taking a new girl name michelle as my another sister... ( no offence if u c this) i promised
carissa that i will only have her as my sister but i just break the promise... :(
4.play basketball at TAR college with some frens... and i break my nose T.T haiz....
5.never spend time with my 8 years friend since we came to this secondary school SMKTM ..
HAIZ.... but im lucky both of us still "very friend" His name is Tommy Lim Ka Hui .....
Mei , u should know him ^^ hehe
Next is , Things that i never regret of :
*be carissa pet bro ( never ever will regret bout it )
*meet all my new frens and also old buddies ^^ such as ----- Boys-
tommy,philip,dev,chern,keshen,prakkash,kiernan,shyam,kiren,josiah,nicholas,prem,
tham,ravern,nigel,henry,christopher and ME^^ (kkb-kukubird) haha:).....
Girls- CarissaYYs,naresha,sharmila,ruth,ying,kalpana,tsu ning,sharlene,elaine,alya,sin yee,
stefanie,stephanie,sangitha,dilpreet,grace,michelle,joelle,yee ting(although d0nt really know her
but still take her as a fren ^^)... Chui Yin and Carmen too :) i hope we can be frens:)
and many more xD
*lend my shoulder to CarissaYYs !!! sorry ow, that day i smell coz just finish school xD...
( never ever will regret bout it ) tell me when u needs me (: always here 4 u :)
*being sick minded infront of my frens :D haha...d0nt regret coz we have fun ^^
*message cYYs when free and miss her :-D g0ing out eat with cYYs and some frens....
*everyday walk cYYs out after school... look at her till she get in da car ....
*for asking CarissaYYs to make this blog for me and share with me ^o^
*and writing this blog today although it takes me few hours to write it .... coz my eng sux :)

Thats all for today , if i continue i will drop and die .... i know its boring...
Ok Mei , since i wrote this for u :) u have to write something bout u f0r me :) HEHE(up to u)
Wat i wan to say to my lovely Mei Mei is :
"""je t'aimerai,respecterai et honorrerai toujours,quoi qu'il advienne dans le futur"""
"""I will always love ,respect and honour u no matter what may happen in the future"""
P.s : Carmen , i put the meaning in english is especially 4 u:) .... Hope u enjoy it ^^
( if u read ) haha..

this is all d old post that make me regret of ignoring her .. haha ..

i dunno wat to write d .. all i wanna tell already tell .. haha ..

REMEMBER : My Shoulder Its Always Yours :D

btw , i just remember that u stil owe me a kiss n hugzz :D

N , i get close to chui yin not because of i wanna make u jealous , its just tat , i feel she really understand me .... i wanna make her happy too :) after all the prob i have with u , she's the one that always by my side advicing me , listen to me n love me xD ( AAF )...

YTD , CY send me this -

How Friednship Break ?

Both Friend WIll Think The Other Is Busy

And Will Not Contact Each Other , Thinking Maybe Its Disturbing

As TIme Passes Both Will Think Let The Other Contact

After That Each Will Think , Why Should I Contact 1st?

Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate

Finally Without Contact , The Memory Becomes Weak

They Forget Each Other ...

So Keep In Touch And Pass This To All Your Friends!

I Don't Want Be One Of This Kind.

So Here Im Sending a Messaga To You ,

To Say ,

Dear friend ,

Im Fine here

Please keep in Touch k ? :D ..

ahha .. i love this message.. thanks CY ..

TO : TANG CHUI YIN A.K.A MUSHY MUSHROOM n

CARISSA YEOH YEW SHAN A.K.A MANGKUK HEAD n many many more

7 words from the bottom of my heart ~ forever n always i will love you

im always here for you 2 :) from now on i'll think positively :D

We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

BB , thats all for today ... duno wat to write jor xD hahaha...

erm , soon i'll write bout a girl that i meet ... although i only get to know her for few days .. but im really happy ..

her name is Chan Hew Wei .. i'll blog bout her next time .. haha ..

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?


Sorin Cerin

just lyris...

"Just to prove i was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."
- Liz Phair

"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay."
- Dave Matthews Band

"You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend."
- Tom Petty

"Lean on me, when you're not strong, and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long, 'til I'm going to need somebody to lean on."
- "Lean On Me

"You've got troubles, I've got 'em too. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you. We'll stick together to see it through cause you've got a friend in me."
- Randy Newman

"Once upon a blue moon a wish apon a star, you find someone to help you find out who you are, I never thougth that love could feel the way you make me do, so as a token of our love, I say these words to you."
-Marty Keith

"Take my hand, and hold on tight, don't let go, don't you dare even try, there are so many roads to travel, so much still to find, and with the help of our lord, I want you to help me try and reach for the sky."
-Marty Keith

"Thats what a friend is for, when your lost in darkness and searching for the light, to help you through those lonely nights, when everything around you fails just hold out your hand, and i'll come running, thats what a friend is for."
-Marty Keith

"Earthyly friends may prove untrue, doubts and fears asail, but one still loves and he cares for you. One who will not fail."
-Song "Jesus, never fails"

Goodbye my friend
I know you're gone, you said you're gone although I can still feel ya here
Its not the end
Gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear."
- Spice Girls -

"Don't you worry.
Sometimes you've just got to
let it ride.
The world is changin'
right before our eyes.
Now I've found you
there're no more emptiness inside...
if we're hungry,
love will keep us alive."
-Eagles

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm...I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on...for everything you do, for everything thats true, I turn to you."
-Christina Aguilera (I Turn to You)

"Don't want to leave, but we both know sometimes it's better to go. Somehow I know we'll meet again, not sure quite where and I don't know just when you're in my heart, so until then, smile, don't want to cry saying goodbye."
chris

"Let's make a resolution. I'll drink to that. Let's always stay friends. Friendship is thicker than blood...That depends...Depents on trust. Depends on true devotion. Depends on love. Depends on not denying emotion..."
chris

''all i wanted for us to be friends....but we're just one mistake from being together..so lets not fight..its now or never..we might not be friends for ever...but i just want ours to last..tonight..and forever and always...tears on my face...have never spilled liked this before...lying on your shoulders was unforgetable..and one thing i'll never forget..is your face..your smile..and just u..sealed with a lock in my head..and in the future..when we're a part..at least i can say..i met you..and your my shining star.."
carissa yys

Past

ça me manque de ne plus te voir

ça me manque de te parler

Je regrette les moments que j'ai passé avec toi.

Tu me manques beaucoup et je pense toujours à toi

still remember tht time , i wanted to learn french from u ? . . . .

haha . . . u taught me few words :D which is

merci beaucoup - thanks . . .

au revoir - goodbye . . .

je't adore / je't aime - i love you . . .

there are more , but i just could'nt remember ...

je veux moi vers etre aimer dernier temps . . .

i wan us to be like last time ...

elle juste jamais aller se passer ...

it just will never happen ...

parce que de jalousie , les se battre entre moi aller jamais mettre fin ...

because of jealousy , the fight between us will never end ..

n'importer quand je regarder a vous , je avoir des remords ..

whenever i look at you , i feel guilty ...

n'importer quand je ignorer vous , elle juste toucher aimer je frapper mon avoir cceur ...

whenever i ignored you , its just feel like i stab on my own heart . . .

i think thats all for today ..... duno wat i can write anymore ... au revoir :D

je't aime :D

i love you :D

toujours heureux et sourire :)

-K-