go listen to this song..=)..(we'll be a dream)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Av96yrPH-nc
( the link if you want)

do you remember the night
we'd stay up just laughin
smiling for hours about anything

remember the nights
we drove around crazy
in love

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on to
and we'll be..a dream

do you remember the nights
we made our way dreaming
hoping of being someone big

we were so young then
we were crazy
in love

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on to
and we'll be a dream

whoa whoa x3

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on..
and we'll be.....

when the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
we'll take control of the world
like its all we have to hold on..
and we'll be..... a dream..

(me likey)
btw..want any songs!!
we the kings and metro station's de song are awesome=)

tc kkb:) <3

im gonna crap out a title cuz i wana beat the long title you wrote for the other post..i think this is enough..ok..the title is:........

(nigel took the pic..not me..you luk funi..but i like it) ^^

i didnt say like dat la..i was just damn emo kay? i mean..rmbr form 2? when we sat on the bench in j padang der? i lay on ur shoulder..and dat nite u told me abt ur habit. and rmbr wat i told u? as a fren...we always have to be here for you..no matter what. dat is why im always emo. cz u noe stg? i always tink..like..:shit..i tink im losing him! damn he's closer to her/he...wat if he x layan me liao?.. stuff like dat la.yes...im negative..i h8 it too== and da post in my blog..paiseh..noone reads my blog anymore..so yea..==..sori sori. i jz couldnt help myself. n yea..yeeting moving..noone to talk to in class..abt probs..i break down alot in class..and yea..she's not der liao..den fight with u..i mean..its like probs all come at once! n i jz x tahan..im weak la. you noe me! cmon.u noe how i am! you noe stg? abt my bday present..da bear..CY din give oso...u give 1 right? omg..its like 200 +....shit la...thnk so much la...reli. i din gt u anythg oso. cz i noe..u wont take..like take dat paris keychain..oso so hard. so thnk so much kkb. i read ur blogs(old) again n again n cry again n again. rmbr ur fav word? "FORGIVE N FORGET"? lol. i love them. so when u x talk to me. i reli emo shit==..cz i tote u teach me tis..but u x even do it! i reli reli have to update u wei. i feel blessed..to meet u. i noe u always emo..and..i do too? but u reli reli make me hapi..like evryone..so pls..i dun wana fight with you. n i noe i always say sori..and i mean everytym i say it! i do! i duno wat to say now..bt bt...i forgot la..i mean..i wanted to say so much!! bt nw too emotional lupa dy. sori. i reli am cryin right nw. pls pls...jz be my fren..and nvr stop. even if we go thru rough times...we'll understand..n move on.( im askin too much..bt yea..dats all i wan) i gtg nw..mum==...so yea..pls tc koh..and thx..and sori for all the trouble. ur da best koh! (so long nvr call u dat liao) hahah...sweet life><

there are always a reason behind why m i doing this..but i dont think i'll tell u the reason la.....

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okay , i read ur blog n u said ... why we keep fighting n i get close to ur bff juz to make u jealous because i jealous of you n bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla .... lazy wanna remember ... ok , lets get it over k ?

erm , after i read my blog (all the old post) i have made up my mind .. lets get back to the old times we had ? its up to you k ? if u want it .. BUT , u have to work it out .. im not gonna do anything because im ok if we stay the same like this or get back to d old times .. get it ?

i'll talk to you as usual n be ur fren ... happy ? haha .. after today i'll try think positively ... no matter wat i wont be jealous or anything .. u wanna be close to who , its ur choice ... k ?

the main reason why i not talking to you its not bcoz of DEV .. n actually i never jealous of u 2 :D

i wont really tell the main reason here .. stupid reason is that , i not talking to you is bcoz u never talk to me .. haha .. n i feel that u dun need me anymore ....

haha , i do @#$#@#% when i feel stressed .. but it just sumtimes .. i dun do it all the time ..

dun need worry bout me .. im ok n always happy .. all u have to remember is we r still frens ..

n , i'll never blame DEV for taking you away from me , i have to thank him .. he made your day fulll with happiness .. haha ..

i feel very sory to DEV whenever i act infront of ppl saying that i hate him ... maybe i should let him noe that i actually dun mind he getting close to YYS , ... haha ... i dun hate DEV .. haha ...

finally i can think positively :D hehe ,... wooohooo ! ~~

okay , lets take a look at d old post that i wrote ...

MONDAY, AUGUST 10, 2009

Esp 4 CarissaYYs!!! (2)

~~ Tout je veux est tu vers etre heureuse avec votre vie,famillie,copain et tout tu avoir ~~
All i wan is you to be happy with ur lifes,family,friend and all u have

~~ Ne etre jaloux de quelque chose ou quelqu'un si facilement ~~
Don't be jealous of something or someone so easily

~~ Se rappeler cela je suis toujours ici pour tu non matiere que mai se passer vers tu et moi ~~
Remember that i'm always here for you no matter what may happen to you and me

~~ Je testament jamais oublier tout le gentil memoire nous avour tout ceci temps ~~
I will never forget all the sweet memories we had all this time


*Celas tout pour aujourd'hui , merci pour lecture elle :D bien que elle ennuyeux ...
*Thats all for today , thanks for reading it :D although its boring ...bye-bye ^^

SUNDAY, AUGUST 9, 2009

Esp 4 CarissaYYs!!!

Halo!!! im bored and stupid :) me, 1st time write this kind of thing :( d0nt kn0w wat to write also ... Haiz... Since i share this blog with my sweet and caring sister, Carissa Yeoh Yew Shan (KLIA) no offence ar mei :) u ask me to write de ^^ hehe... I would like to talk something bout her ow.... She is ---- nice,lovely,caring,sweet,and loyal :! This wat i like bout her :) Errmm.. wat i d0nt like bout her is emotional,jealous of people(extreme fast de) and like to cry alot!!!!
Colour she like is blue which is same like me xD(i love this most) and she used to be very smart and nice in primary , now she is smarter and nicer .. hihi ... she treat all of her friend just like how she treat her family , but wat she get is scolding and hate by ppl :'(...
Now i would like to talk bout wat i regret of.... (really regret till i go bang wall )
Things i regret of :
1.fought with carissa for some small problems ... i ignored her f0r few days or maybe 1 week , err, cant really remember coz i wan to forget it .. happen twice or maybe more :(
2.receive present from carissa , i regret coz i din take care of the present properly ... I hope
will never get anything from her anymore ... coz i d0nt kn0w how to appreciate it :(
3.taking a new girl name michelle as my another sister... ( no offence if u c this) i promised
carissa that i will only have her as my sister but i just break the promise... :(
4.play basketball at TAR college with some frens... and i break my nose T.T haiz....
5.never spend time with my 8 years friend since we came to this secondary school SMKTM ..
HAIZ.... but im lucky both of us still "very friend" His name is Tommy Lim Ka Hui .....
Mei , u should know him ^^ hehe
Next is , Things that i never regret of :
*be carissa pet bro ( never ever will regret bout it )
*meet all my new frens and also old buddies ^^ such as ----- Boys-
tommy,philip,dev,chern,keshen,prakkash,kiernan,shyam,kiren,josiah,nicholas,prem,
tham,ravern,nigel,henry,christopher and ME^^ (kkb-kukubird) haha:).....
Girls- CarissaYYs,naresha,sharmila,ruth,ying,kalpana,tsu ning,sharlene,elaine,alya,sin yee,
stefanie,stephanie,sangitha,dilpreet,grace,michelle,joelle,yee ting(although d0nt really know her
but still take her as a fren ^^)... Chui Yin and Carmen too :) i hope we can be frens:)
and many more xD
*lend my shoulder to CarissaYYs !!! sorry ow, that day i smell coz just finish school xD...
( never ever will regret bout it ) tell me when u needs me (: always here 4 u :)
*being sick minded infront of my frens :D haha...d0nt regret coz we have fun ^^
*message cYYs when free and miss her :-D g0ing out eat with cYYs and some frens....
*everyday walk cYYs out after school... look at her till she get in da car ....
*for asking CarissaYYs to make this blog for me and share with me ^o^
*and writing this blog today although it takes me few hours to write it .... coz my eng sux :)

Thats all for today , if i continue i will drop and die .... i know its boring...
Ok Mei , since i wrote this for u :) u have to write something bout u f0r me :) HEHE(up to u)
Wat i wan to say to my lovely Mei Mei is :
"""je t'aimerai,respecterai et honorrerai toujours,quoi qu'il advienne dans le futur"""
"""I will always love ,respect and honour u no matter what may happen in the future"""
P.s : Carmen , i put the meaning in english is especially 4 u:) .... Hope u enjoy it ^^
( if u read ) haha..

this is all d old post that make me regret of ignoring her .. haha ..

i dunno wat to write d .. all i wanna tell already tell .. haha ..

REMEMBER : My Shoulder Its Always Yours :D

btw , i just remember that u stil owe me a kiss n hugzz :D

N , i get close to chui yin not because of i wanna make u jealous , its just tat , i feel she really understand me .... i wanna make her happy too :) after all the prob i have with u , she's the one that always by my side advicing me , listen to me n love me xD ( AAF )...

YTD , CY send me this -

How Friednship Break ?

Both Friend WIll Think The Other Is Busy

And Will Not Contact Each Other , Thinking Maybe Its Disturbing

As TIme Passes Both Will Think Let The Other Contact

After That Each Will Think , Why Should I Contact 1st?

Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate

Finally Without Contact , The Memory Becomes Weak

They Forget Each Other ...

So Keep In Touch And Pass This To All Your Friends!

I Don't Want Be One Of This Kind.

So Here Im Sending a Messaga To You ,

To Say ,

Dear friend ,

Im Fine here

Please keep in Touch k ? :D ..

ahha .. i love this message.. thanks CY ..

TO : TANG CHUI YIN A.K.A MUSHY MUSHROOM n

CARISSA YEOH YEW SHAN A.K.A MANGKUK HEAD n many many more

7 words from the bottom of my heart ~ forever n always i will love you

im always here for you 2 :) from now on i'll think positively :D

We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

BB , thats all for today ... duno wat to write jor xD hahaha...

erm , soon i'll write bout a girl that i meet ... although i only get to know her for few days .. but im really happy ..

her name is Chan Hew Wei .. i'll blog bout her next time .. haha ..

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?


Sorin Cerin

just lyris...

"Just to prove i was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."
- Liz Phair

"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay."
- Dave Matthews Band

"You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend."
- Tom Petty

"Lean on me, when you're not strong, and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long, 'til I'm going to need somebody to lean on."
- "Lean On Me

"You've got troubles, I've got 'em too. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you. We'll stick together to see it through cause you've got a friend in me."
- Randy Newman

"Once upon a blue moon a wish apon a star, you find someone to help you find out who you are, I never thougth that love could feel the way you make me do, so as a token of our love, I say these words to you."
-Marty Keith

"Take my hand, and hold on tight, don't let go, don't you dare even try, there are so many roads to travel, so much still to find, and with the help of our lord, I want you to help me try and reach for the sky."
-Marty Keith

"Thats what a friend is for, when your lost in darkness and searching for the light, to help you through those lonely nights, when everything around you fails just hold out your hand, and i'll come running, thats what a friend is for."
-Marty Keith

"Earthyly friends may prove untrue, doubts and fears asail, but one still loves and he cares for you. One who will not fail."
-Song "Jesus, never fails"

Goodbye my friend
I know you're gone, you said you're gone although I can still feel ya here
Its not the end
Gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear."
- Spice Girls -

"Don't you worry.
Sometimes you've just got to
let it ride.
The world is changin'
right before our eyes.
Now I've found you
there're no more emptiness inside...
if we're hungry,
love will keep us alive."
-Eagles

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm...I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on...for everything you do, for everything thats true, I turn to you."
-Christina Aguilera (I Turn to You)

"Don't want to leave, but we both know sometimes it's better to go. Somehow I know we'll meet again, not sure quite where and I don't know just when you're in my heart, so until then, smile, don't want to cry saying goodbye."
chris

"Let's make a resolution. I'll drink to that. Let's always stay friends. Friendship is thicker than blood...That depends...Depents on trust. Depends on true devotion. Depends on love. Depends on not denying emotion..."
chris

''all i wanted for us to be friends....but we're just one mistake from being together..so lets not fight..its now or never..we might not be friends for ever...but i just want ours to last..tonight..and forever and always...tears on my face...have never spilled liked this before...lying on your shoulders was unforgetable..and one thing i'll never forget..is your face..your smile..and just u..sealed with a lock in my head..and in the future..when we're a part..at least i can say..i met you..and your my shining star.."
carissa yys

Past

ça me manque de ne plus te voir

ça me manque de te parler

Je regrette les moments que j'ai passé avec toi.

Tu me manques beaucoup et je pense toujours à toi

still remember tht time , i wanted to learn french from u ? . . . .

haha . . . u taught me few words :D which is

merci beaucoup - thanks . . .

au revoir - goodbye . . .

je't adore / je't aime - i love you . . .

there are more , but i just could'nt remember ...

je veux moi vers etre aimer dernier temps . . .

i wan us to be like last time ...

elle juste jamais aller se passer ...

it just will never happen ...

parce que de jalousie , les se battre entre moi aller jamais mettre fin ...

because of jealousy , the fight between us will never end ..

n'importer quand je regarder a vous , je avoir des remords ..

whenever i look at you , i feel guilty ...

n'importer quand je ignorer vous , elle juste toucher aimer je frapper mon avoir cceur ...

whenever i ignored you , its just feel like i stab on my own heart . . .

i think thats all for today ..... duno wat i can write anymore ... au revoir :D

je't aime :D

i love you :D

toujours heureux et sourire :)

-K-