a few reasons why i care so much about you..

1. you made me feel so safe and warm when you're around me.

2. you were by my side through da rough times when i was sad and down.

3.you made me feel like i was needed, even though no one wanted me here.

4. you were trying to act macho and cool when you were actuali lame.

5. you make me laugh out loud alot!

6. you weren't afraid to get hurt, as long as i was safe.

7. your caring face makes me feel so lucky that your here.

8. the fact that you are my friend and that you appeared in my life.

9. you made me realise im not useless.

10. just you being here with me..makes me smile. :)

i want you 2 noe, that i care so much about you. and if i ever hurt you. i am really sori. thanks for being here. i hope we can be frens for as long as we can. take care. =D

emo time:(

Hi all.... its me kkb here... im bored and emoing now .... haiz... today i felt so lonely without u...
i hope u were with me and chat with me all the time... every night we will chat with each other,
but tonight its totally different without u .... but i d0nt blame u f0r n0t being here 4 me coz
u went for the world stage thingy with ur frens... tonight - u and plip n0t here to talk to me:(
And today is Philip a.k.a Plip birthday, i wanted to wish him "happy birthday" but he just not here... Haiz... fought with michelle ... both w0nt get to be fren anymore...
Mei , i wan u to make me happy tonight but ur jst not here.... hope u enjoy the concert...
wat i wan is all my frens be happy but i kn0w it w0nt happen coz they fren with some1 that have bad influence and that person is me... i dunno wat to say la now.... jst feel damn sad now....
im really speechless now after thinking wat i had done to my frenz... i feel very sorry for michelle and carissa... both of u are my friend... i jst can't make u all happy.... I wish i never know both of you for my life.. maybe my life will be happier... i mean it ... u can hate me f0r this... but if I dunno them , i w0nt be here writing this blog... Anyway , i reallly fcking out of mood la... why when i need some1 with me , they jst n0t here T.T Haiz... i think thats all for today... and
"Happy Birthday" to Philip a.k.a Plip... Im very lucky to have all of you as my fren :) Tq

my dear bro...

dear mr kongy woonie pingy...hahaha.
hihi, didnt see you for a few hours ady miss you soo much koh. (see...im hapi)
eh, why are u so nice? seriously..i feel so guilty having u as my bro. i really do. i really love you so much la pingy.. you know wat, please dun ever do wat u did 2 mimi again. pls dont. 2 anyone. looking at those words that you said, koh, tears really rolled down my face. i can you care alot abt me, and always put me b4 anyone(sry if perasan), and you are so important to me. but, u should care abt da others too..i bet mimi damn sad la. promise me don't ever do this again. :) promise? you mean so much 2 me..and i nvr wana lose u, but u should bcuz of me, go hurt other ppl wor. kk?
haaaa....2day...damn funi la. da macha's ejek sharmila like hell wei. i think 1 of them like sharmila. i really do. whereever she go, some1 wil say : eee bleuk, socks! hahahah. scary la. like stalker. they actuali followed her and use their hand and block her wei. lucky she call out naresha name and when she came, dey all let go of sharmila. worried la, i hope 2day, she was ok. :)
hmm...yea lo, normal day lo. ntg special. but we got to talk 2 keshen alot. we spend time talking and asking each other abt each other. i know...we're all lame. haha. den keshen ask me whats his laz name, me and sharmila was like: uuh, carissa. u ask la, dun layan kesh. hahahah. kesian em. den u saw right? i conteng bubu's hand. hahah. i write bubu oni. den he ask me add more. so i conteng lyk hell. hah. padan muke. :P we talked about u 2. haha. everyone la. zhen, prakkash, naresha.
den we talk about ong, we laugh like shit wei. that was damn funi! you oso know right hee very shy with gals. so my fren, syamim, she tk tahan. cuz he always luk away when she say hi. so tham n ravern ask me and sharmila 2 say hi. but he still tk jawab! so, tham said:"hey lets ask elliza go flirt wif him.." btw, eliza very gila gal in my glas. so we went 2 elliza and ask her. she was laughin. so we went 2 sit down. den ravern said: elliza, now!!
elliza got up, she walk over to ong. like damn flirty wei. we laughin lyk hell ady. den she sat on ong's table, she fold her leg lyk tryin 2 luk sexy.. we all laughin till gona pee! goh even fell of da chair laughin!!! den she go touch em and was lyk: 'hiiiiii oonnnnggg!" and guess wat? he still luk away!!! omg!. we all were like...that proves it...he is gay. ahahahahahahhaha. XD
den lagi worst. tham!!! taadaaa. go act lyk gal, and sat on ong lap. den he face his butt and em and lyk, hey baby! u so sexy. we laugh lyk shit wei.!! den ravern go pull his pants up 2 show his sexy legs. hahahahaha!!!!!!. im tink i was gona die wei! haha..my class rocks la.
ahahahaha. damn nice la. and i even talk 2 jc. we all talkin abt swine flu. she oso wan skul 2 close down. den she talkin abt da skul so dumb la. damn funi wei. fadhil talkin crap 2 us. we were all lyk laughin lyk hell. and i feel so bad wei, his ball kena rampas cz of me and my classmate. boohoo. bt he say ok wor.
hahah...so funi la 2day! did anythg happe n in class? tell me if got. hehe.
that's all for now. buhbie!!!!!!!!!take care! ^^

Read this:)

I hope u will be happy after u read this:)
From now on , there's no need f0r you to be scared of im being taken by others...
Coz ..... Now...... You are D only sister i have :) ... Wanna know wat happen ? i will tell u
Okay, its like this.... when u ask me to read ur blog , i can guess that its sure something
bout friends and you ask me n0t to be angry at u and there sure soemthing bout me ...
After i read ur blog , i feel bad f0r breaking promise and never let you know that michelle
is my another sister.. im really sorry bout this:( since i regret bout it , i message michelle
and ask her that "can you d0nt be my sis?jst be my fren " so she replied ' if that's wat you wan, im ok with it' ... so i said ok... and wat i wanna tell you is im always here 4 u no matter wat ^^
So now... you are d only sis i have and i care bout u the most .. all i want from u is u always be happy... if u have any problems u can come to me .... and d0nt f0rget that my shoulder is only f0r you ^^ come to me anytime u needs me :D thats all for today.... i hope u happy after read this if n0t i also wont be happy ... enjoy it xD .... (kkb)... this if ur fav colour ^^

im annoying...

hihi.
.im bored again ............haha. emo time! sori.
i really dont know wats wrong with me la lately? i really duno who i am anymore. i look at all my frens and i tink..who are tis people? i really do. everyone is acting so strange now. they all arent da same anymore. same with me..i noe i oso change. haizz....=.="
kong..i noe tis is very annoying..but i really miss ojc so much la. sori. but 2day when i was sittin alone by da window..i looked at ur block..i saw..u, phil and shyam. u guys were laughing. and i rmbr me and him did da same when u all wen st. john camp. he was there for me. when i was sad. he made me laugh. i noe..u oso made me very hapi. all da nice times i had with em keep appearing in my mind..i just miss emm so much. at pavi, at padang, he was so sweet and nice. when i had probs wif u, he was da one help me gt back wif u. i owe em alot. but..i everytime wana say sori..bt he x give me a chance..i feel so useless la..
koh, im really sori im annoying u wif tis. i jz cant tahan it anymore...whenever i see em, i always forget we fight. i noe i can nvr be as close 2 em as laz time... he told me i was da closest gal 2 em b4, but i gues..i was jz dumb 2 feel so hapi..i..i..really wana give up.
i know i said i dun care anymore..but i do..deep down. i jz dun wan 2 lose anyone anymore...na wif pra, kesh wif da others. and sharmila still ok. ur other pet sis also slowly taking u away from me..and nw tis guy left me... i just feel like im not needed anymore...
i really feel like giving up.. i wana leave tis place la..i tink..u all will b more hapi if i do..sori..
tats all for now..take care...love u!...^^

Esp 4 CarissaYYs!!! (2)

~~ Tout je veux est tu vers etre heureuse avec votre vie,famillie,copain et tout tu avoir ~~
All i wan is you to be happy with ur lifes,family,friend and all u have

~~ Ne etre jaloux de quelque chose ou quelqu'un si facilement ~~
Don't be jealous of something or someone so easily

~~ Se rappeler cela je suis toujours ici pour tu non matiere que mai se passer vers tu et moi ~~
Remember that i'm always here for you no matter what may happen to you and me

~~ Je testament jamais oublier tout le gentil memoire nous avour tout ceci temps ~~
I will never forget all the sweet memories we had all this time


*Celas tout pour aujourd'hui , merci pour lecture elle :D bien que elle ennuyeux ...
*Thats all for today , thanks for reading it :D although its boring ... bye-bye ^^

Esp 4 CarissaYYs!!!

Halo!!! im bored and stupid :) me, 1st time write this kind of thing :( d0nt kn0w wat to write also ... Haiz... Since i share this blog with my sweet and caring sister, Carissa Yeoh Yew Shan (KLIA) no offence ar mei :) u ask me to write de ^^ hehe... I would like to talk something bout her ow.... She is ---- nice,lovely,caring,sweet,and loyal :! This wat i like bout her :) Errmm.. wat i d0nt like bout her is emotional,jealous of people(extreme fast de) and like to cry alot!!!!
Colour she like is blue which is same like me xD(i love this most) and she used to be very smart and nice in primary , now she is smarter and nicer .. hihi ... she treat all of her friend just like how she treat her family , but wat she get is scolding and hate by ppl :'(...
Now i would like to talk bout wat i regret of.... (really regret till i go bang wall )
Things i regret of :
1.fought with carissa for some small problems ... i ignored her f0r few days or maybe 1 week , err, cant really remember coz i wan to forget it .. happen twice or maybe more :(
2.receive present from carissa , i regret coz i din take care of the present properly ... I hope
will never get anything from her anymore ... coz i d0nt kn0w how to appreciate it :(
3.taking a new girl name michelle as my another sister... ( no offence if u c this) i promised
carissa that i will only have her as my sister but i just break the promise... :(
4.play basketball at TAR college with some frens... and i break my nose T.T haiz....
5.never spend time with my 8 years friend since we came to this secondary school SMKTM ..
HAIZ.... but im lucky both of us still "very friend" His name is Tommy Lim Ka Hui .....
Mei , u should know him ^^ hehe
Next is , Things that i never regret of :
*be carissa pet bro ( never ever will regret bout it )
*meet all my new frens and also old buddies ^^ such as ----- Boys-
tommy,philip,dev,chern,keshen,prakkash,kiernan,shyam,kiren,josiah,nicholas,prem,
tham,ravern,nigel,henry,christopher and ME^^ (kkb-kukubird) haha:).....
Girls- CarissaYYs,naresha,sharmila,ruth,ying,kalpana,tsu ning,sharlene,elaine,alya,sin yee,
stefanie,stephanie,sangitha,dilpreet,grace,michelle,joelle,yee ting(although d0nt really know her
but still take her as a fren ^^)... Chui Yin and Carmen too :) i hope we can be frens:)
and many more xD
*lend my shoulder to CarissaYYs !!! sorry ow, that day i smell coz just finish school xD...
( never ever will regret bout it ) tell me when u needs me (: always here 4 u :)
*being sick minded infront of my frens :D haha...d0nt regret coz we have fun ^^
*message cYYs when free and miss her :-D g0ing out eat with cYYs and some frens....
*everyday walk cYYs out after school... look at her till she get in da car ....
*for asking CarissaYYs to make this blog for me and share with me ^o^
*and writing this blog today although it takes me few hours to write it .... coz my eng sux :) Thats all for today , if i continue i will drop and die .... i know its boring...
Ok Mei , since i wrote this for u :) u have to write something bout u f0r me :) HEHE(up to u)
Wat i wan to say to my lovely Mei Mei is :
"""je t'aimerai,respecterai et honorrerai toujours,quoi qu'il advienne dans le futur"""
"""I will always love ,respect and honour u no matter what may happen in the future"""
P.s : Carmen , i put the meaning in english is especially 4 u:) .... Hope u enjoy it ^^
( if u read ) haha..

first time!

hihi!!
oh wow...this is my 1st 2nd blog. hahah. makes no sense. im so excited la. well, sharing this blog with kongy! so hope i will enjoy tis. weeee! take care! bye bye.
kong...you better write something here k? or else i kill you! hah. take care.^^