hihi.
.im bored again ............haha. emo time! sori.
i really dont know wats wrong with me la lately? i really duno who i am anymore. i look at all my frens and i tink..who are tis people? i really do. everyone is acting so strange now. they all arent da same anymore. same with me..i noe i oso change. haizz....=.="
kong..i noe tis is very annoying..but i really miss ojc so much la. sori. but 2day when i was sittin alone by da window..i looked at ur block..i saw..u, phil and shyam. u guys were laughing. and i rmbr me and him did da same when u all wen st. john camp. he was there for me. when i was sad. he made me laugh. i noe..u oso made me very hapi. all da nice times i had with em keep appearing in my mind..i just miss emm so much. at pavi, at padang, he was so sweet and nice. when i had probs wif u, he was da one help me gt back wif u. i owe em alot. but..i everytime wana say sori..bt he x give me a chance..i feel so useless la..
koh, im really sori im annoying u wif tis. i jz cant tahan it anymore...whenever i see em, i always forget we fight. i noe i can nvr be as close 2 em as laz time... he told me i was da closest gal 2 em b4, but i gues..i was jz dumb 2 feel so hapi..i..i..really wana give up.
i know i said i dun care anymore..but i do..deep down. i jz dun wan 2 lose anyone anymore...na wif pra, kesh wif da others. and sharmila still ok. ur other pet sis also slowly taking u away from me..and nw tis guy left me... i just feel like im not needed anymore...
i really feel like giving up.. i wana leave tis place la..i tink..u all will b more hapi if i do..sori..
tats all for now..take care...love u!...^^
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