well..im siting down alone..with the computer..like every other sunday..hahah. bored as usual. and suddenly i go to the blog which i used to share with some1..and there it was..2 comments..frm this person who clearly didnt wan me to noe who he or she was. dat person..those comments..wow..really a tight slap on my face! really..=(
he/she..said words that made me understand wat i have been doing wrong da whole time. it was my fault..i was just crazy finding ways to make my gang go back together..but actually. i din have to do anyting at all! all i did was just make things worst. i should have just let things be and hope things would turn out fine..=)
i should talk to thee people that i have been avoiding..haizz..da unknown person..yea..ur right.. there's this person that i miss terribly..i was just cruel and mean..you see? i learnt an imp. lesson frm tis persson. "loving some1 doesnt mean they gotto love you back"..meaningful words that pass my heart. i screwed up. i really did. all i can hope for is this person..is happy and smiling..i promised this person once..that i would smile and not be sad..im keeping it. i guess i was always avoiding this person was cause i din wan to accept da fact dat i was falling for him. i just couldnt talk to this person..it always made me nervous and shy. but..he's been a great fren..he taught me so much. i rmbr during april 1st..i played a prank on my frens.and he was der to make me smile. april 1st was the day that i realise..how great this guy was to me..how lucky am i to have met him. and where ever he is now..i hope he's smiling..cause..all i ever want is for him to be happy..=)
i surely learnt my lesson. looking at things positively cn really help! it dooes. im truelly lucky to have what i hv now. great frens..and wonderful family..and a lovely life. i should appreciiate all of them. i love them all deeply. one word describes this people that are in my life.."hapiness"
they surely made my life a pleasure...when i wanted to give up..they were there by my side to lift me off my feet and make sure i was alright..=D
you guys mean the world to me..though you cant read this..i really care for u all deeply..da sad gloomy gal inside me was finally awaken frm he sadness as a light of hapiness has stepped in her life again and again..the people that came in her life..are truely like angels sent frm above. thnk you so much. ^^
so i jz wana say to this person..this unknown person..thanks for showing me what i did wrong..you really made me realise how much my family and frens mean to me..thnk u...frm da bottom of my heart. who ever you are..im sure..ur a great pleasure..merci boucoup..=)
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